ONLY ROBERT

By Jandi

Part 6
I wanted him to touch me again and I eagerly guided his hand back down to where I needed to feel it. This time he knew where I wanted him and his fingers traced lazily through my folds, feeling the wetness there. Slowly and deliciously he trailed one long finger upwards until it glided over my clit. Sensations shot through my body as he found my aching sensitive nub and I recklessly bucked my hips to increase the pressure of his touch. He wasn’t going to be rushed though. Slowly he continued tracing his fingers along my wet slit and then flicking his thumb over my clit. Oh God – he was good at this. If he kept it up I was going to lose all self-control in just moments. Now it was me who wanted to slow it down. I didn’t want this ever to stop. I wanted this sensual feeling to last forever. Lust hooded my eyes as I tried to look up at him and pull away a little but he was intent on what he was doing and he wasn’t going to stop now. His fingers moved inside me again and I gasped at the feeling of their cool length touching exquisite places I didn’t even know I had. He curled them and rubbed – Oh God, oh god…. I felt myself slipping over the edge… then I felt him move. He slid himself downwards. I felt him spread my legs wider and suddenly his fingers were gone, replaced by his tongue. I thought I would pass out. His ice-cold tongue moved against my moist folds, gently lapping and then he tickled my clit with his tongue. He started slowly at first and then got faster. I never knew such exquisite sensations could exist. I needed to stop him as soon I would be twitching and jerking wildly out of control and I didn’t know if he could handle that. I put my hands in his beautiful messy bronze hair and tried to pull him up towards me. I felt him smile with his face still in my wet folds. He nuzzled me with his nose. He moved away a little and slid his fingers back inside me. I began gasping, and shaking uncontrollably. Edward, Edward, you have to stop… or I won’t be able to…. He lifted his head momentarily. Do you really want me to stop this now Bella?? And then he licked me again lazily swirling his tongue around my clit. It was too much for me. The crashing orgasm rolled over me in waves. I bucked and writhed but Edward held his face firmly in place, his tongue continuing to work its magic while he sucked and licked the juices that were now running freely. I couldn’t believe how intense the feelings were, I was twitching and throbbing with the sensations and I suddenly realised I had no feeling anywhere else in my body. It was as if everything else had gone numb and that one spot was the centre of every nerve ending in my body. It was an explosion, a fantasy and all at once more than I could cope with. I started to cry. I didn’t know whether it was pure joy or relief at the long-awaited release of all my pent up feelings. Either way Edward was aware of it immediately. Suddenly I was crushed in his arms and he was rocking me against him. Bella, Bella, my love. Are you alright? I was alright. I was more than alright. Things had never felt so right before in my whole life. I loved this beautiful man, who was gazing at me with such concern and so much love in his eyes. He had just given me the most intense experience I had ever had in my life and now he was holding me in an embrace I never wanted to leave. If I died right now I would die a happy woman. A happy and fully satisfied woman. How could there ever be more than this bliss? I wondered to myself. I love you Edward….and thank you I sighed. He smiled and pulled me even more tightly against him. I love you too Bella. And I’m glad I could give you what you needed my love. He shook his head wonderingly. I don’t know how I managed to hold on there Bella. While you were coming I thought I would lose hold on my last scrap of sanity, but I didn’t. He smiled against my hair. His hands rubbed my back and his sweet breath again assaulted my senses. You are my world now Bella. And if this is what you want every day and night for the rest of your life, I now know I can give it to you. He looked at me slyly. He was smiling. Have you caught your breath yet?



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Part 7

Wow! I looked up at him through tear-stained lashes. I smiled shyly, I had never really thought about what it would feel like after, because I didn’t think he would take things this far. He was still smiling, almost to himself, as though he had a secret he wasn’t going to share. He did share though. Was that as good for you as it was for me? He laughed now. Actually it was more of a guffaw. I don’t think I had ever heard that sound come from his lips before. He was happy. Happy for me. Happy with himself. As for me I was still enjoying the flood of endorphins that had totally relaxed my entire body. I never knew I could feel this good. And yeah I was ready for more. I could take whatever he was willing to give. I giggled at myself. How selfless of me. Then immediately I sobered at the next thought that ran through my head. What about Edward’s needs? If he could do something like that for me, could I do something like that for him in return? A little frown creased my brow until I realised Edward had stopped laughing. He had that look on his face, almost like exasperation. The one I knew meant that he was agonising over what was going through my head. I gave him a small smile. I know what you are thinking and so I will share what I was thinking if that will make you feel better? His face cleared at once. He waited expectantly. Mmmm…now again, how to put this into words? Edward you have no idea how good that felt, still feels. The joy that surged through my body and the tingles that I can still feel from head to toe. I whispered and although I knew he could hear every word perfectly he leaned his face down closer to mine. I took the advantage and moulded my lips to his. He hadn’t been expecting that but responded eagerly to my soft warm mouth and insistent probing tongue. Being this close to him I couldn’t but be aware of his other physical response to me. His body always felt hard, but that part of him, I didn’t usually get to see or feel the strength of his attraction to me in such an obvious way. He was hard and fully erect. And once again I thought my hands could show him my meaning better than any words. They fluttered down towards him. Between us my small hand rubbed firmly along his length. He gasped and then shuddered. Again he wasn’t expecting that. I was full of surprises for him today. Now I gazed directly into his molten golden eyes, to see that his, like mine, were full of questions. Could we? Could he?

He huffed a little and his nostrils flared. Bella, I don’t know…I don’t think…aahhh, I’ve never done this before. I don’t know if I can do this with you because it would mean I would lose all control. He gave me a sad smile. It would be dangerous for you and I just can’t let myself risk your life like that. I was disappointed. He had made me feel so wonderful, I felt like I was blissfully floating on air. This brought me down to earth again. I couldn’t return the favour. I couldn’t make Edward feel as good as he had made me feel. I understood why though. I knew that I had lost all control and I just couldn’t imagine Edward allowing himself to do the same. I sighed. But my mind wouldn’t let it go. He had just exercised extreme restraint. He had done what I wanted, given me incredible pleasure, and he never lost control of himself for a moment. He couldn’t hurt me. That took some amazing self-control. I knew then that we had to try.



Edward, I started and then hesitated. He looked at me, his eyes showing a mixture of sadness and curiosity. Again he wanted to know my thoughts. My hand wandered down towards him, he was still hard and bulging through his jeans. Maybe I could just touch you and as soon as you feel it is too much for you I will stop?? The question lay there in the air between us. Again the tightness showed around his mouth. He was wondering if he had enough control to allow this further intimacy between us. It was all so new. He had managed to stay in control so far. I could read his thoughts better than he could read mine. He was arguing with himself, the desire to be stroked and feel whatever pleasure I was able to give him in return for what he had just given me, against his fear that he might lose control. I could see the moment when he gave himself permission to feel, to accept what I was offering. An almost imperceptible nod as he decided. He pushed my hand against him and let out a trembling sigh. God Bella, look what you’re doing to me!